Saturday, December 04, 2004

Making out with Strangers

Thanks for everyone who bought a kiss from the SomaChicks last night, it was a lot of fun.
The next WorkLess Party is in late January, and we'll be there again.
Hope to see you there!

Sex Ed

Whenever I think people are reasonable, and I start getting optimistic, I find evidence of sex education that doesn't just mislead kids, but actively feeds them utter bullshit.

Can I just point out the insanity of an administration that refuses to fund any group that offers abortions as an option to pregnant women, but has no problem funding straight out LIES? I'd like to quote a few things from the article, but it's all such utter crap that I can't pick just one to emphasize.

Considering that sex education is what I'd eventually like to do with my life, this just makes my blood boil.

Friday, December 03, 2004

The Montreal Massacre, pt. 1

I'm a part of the Women's Centre at Langara and I'm helping to organize the memorial ceremony for the Montreal Massacre. I have been enrolled in Women's Studies courses for the last year, and worked in a women's shelter in the Downtown Eastside (Vancouver's poorest, most run-down neighbourhood).
I feel a little stupid right now. I have been talking to students all day, trying to get people to come to the ceremony we're holding, but it has only been this evening that I actually begun to research the Dec. 6th incident.

I've been bouncing around various websites, and found myself on a blog with discussion about the event. Someone wrote:

"the only thing i dont understand is how he had the nerve to do that to 13 innocent women."


Someone else wrote:

"The reason why the men didn't stand up for the women is simple.

The women were all probably going out with econ majors and didn't give the time of day to any of the engineers.

What goes around comes around."


Frustrated and sad, I couldn't help but write:

"It wasn't that the man had "the nerve" to do that to the women he attacked. He hated women, the same as a racist hates people of colour, the same as a homophobic hates gays, the same as all hate hate hate. It's completely lodged in our society and it's tragic and sad and horrible.
Everyone is a part of society and therefore everyone has a responsibility, not only to not be violent or hateful, and not only to not laugh at racist/sexist/etc jokes, but to educate themselves and the people around them.
I think the situation would have been horrifying for the men at the school. I don't think they didn't do anything because they resented the women in any way. They didn't know what to do. They were afraid. Maybe they didn't think the man was going to kill the women. It's impossible to speculate on the exact situation and on what each man was thinking during the attack. But it is possible to draw the links between the mysogyny of our history and our present society and that attack. "I hate feminists". This man's motives were clear. It was an attack on women. All women are affected by violence against women and all women are targets.
How many more women have to be raped, beaten, harassed, attacked, put down, abused or murdered before we figure out that there's a serious and undeniable problem in the mindsets of the people in our society, in ourselves?"


Tune in next week for reflections of the ceremony.

Sunday, November 28, 2004

What's New?

The Langara Women's Centre is having a memorial service for the Montreal Massacre. On Dec. 6th, 1989 shortly after 5pm, 25-year-old Marc Lepine walked into Ecole Polytechnique in Montreal. He shot a woman on his way into classroom, where he separated the men from the women, sent the men out at gunpoint and shot ten women, killing 6. He then ran through the halls, attacking several more women, yelling "I hate feminists!" He killed 14 women, and then himself.
Marc Lepine blamed women for his failure in life.
Please come to our memorial service. We can not forget that these women were killed because they were women. We can not forget that violence against women is around us.



ALSO!!!

There's going to be a WORK LESS PARTY PARTY!!! this Friday (Dec.3)
Location: Heritage Hall, 3102 Main str (@ 15th)
Advance tickets: Our Community Bikes. 3283 Main street.
Advance tickets are on a sliding scale $ 6 -> $10.oo
When: December 3rd
Doors 8 pm, tickets at the door $6.oo - $10.oo
NOBODY WILL BE TURNED AWAY DUE TO A LACK OF FUNDS
Optional Dress code = Outrageous (ie Wings, figs and other silly things... i'm wearing a short-pill faux fur "Last Supper" bustier)

The best part of all!! The hosts of soma will be raising funds in the make out booth. Making out!! I can think of no other way to better raise social awareness than to make out with strangers.

Thursday, November 25, 2004

Violence Against Women

I wrote this piece because today is The International Day to End Violence Against Women (Nov. 25) and coming up is the day of memorial for the Montreal Massacre (Dec. 6). Check out What's New for more details.

How can we learn more about how our society and culture affects and reinforces Violence Against Women? It's definitely a tricky subject because it crosses so many lines and borders and extremities and people, both male and female, that I can not put my finger on it.

I know women who have been raped, both by men that they know and men that they didn't know. I know women who have been assaulted, both sexually and physically (though it is debatable that there is a difference between the two). I know that I am afraid to take my small dog for a walk at night, and I live in a "safe" area.

Unfortunately, no area is safe for women, not even in Canada.

Our society and culture constantly reinforces and rewards violence, in all forms. Hockey is violent, movies are violent, video games are violent, drunks are violent (though some are fun to watch), women are violent, men are violent. Our cultural media, though violent, is not the reason that women experience violence, but serve merely as a reflection and reiteration of our violent society. Women are depicted as either wordless does in films, or as partially brain-dead marriage-crazed lunatics. There are few popular films on the lives of women, on the history of women, or even on the celebration of women's violence (I'm a fan of KillBill, by the way).

Many people, most people in fact, believe that Violence Against Women is wrong, but unfortunately most people, like myself, do not fully understand the components that create a violent world.

Many women have taken self-defense courses. Though this provides a sense of, often very real, security for these women, it does not address the issue of why is there Violence Against Women?

I do not have the answer. Men are not the answer. Most men, like most women, believe that it is wrong and are genuinely concerned for the safety of women. But most people have not made an active decision to learn more about Violence Against Women, nor have they done enough to stop it.

The next time you watch a film, analyze and critique the gendered roles depicted. The next time you see some dude (or chick for that matter) hitting on a girl who is obviously uncomfortable, but unable for whatever reason to stand up for herself, don't walk by and ignore it. The next time you see anyone bully anyone, regardless of sex/gender, don't let it slide.

We are all part of the same world, and we believe that violence is unacceptable, so let's prove it. Let's end Violence Against Women! Let's end Violence in All Forms!

Monday, November 22, 2004

Major Changes

We've made some changes to the navigation of SomaAwareness. Basically, it was really hard to find anything, so we've just put everyone on one page. If one particular topic grows, then we'll open up a special page, but for now, this seems easier.

Some of the comments were lost in this transition, and some of the links might go nowhere. If you find anything that we've missed, if you want to contribute anything to the page, or if you just want to tell us how cool you think we are email us

Do we want the truth?

What is the problem with our media? Really. Some people seem to complain about "The Media". But what is the problem? Are the people writing articles in the newspaper lying? That sounds like a conspiracy theory. We have laws against that. I know some journalists, they're good people.

So what do we want from our media sources? The first thing that might come to miind is Truth. We want Truth! If that's all we want, actually I think we've got it. For the most part I think our major newspaper and TV messages are composed of truthful statements. For example these are perfectly truthful statements:

"George Bush said Iraq has attempted to purchase metal tubes suitable for nuclear weapons production."

"Some scientists beleive that global warming is just due to natural climatic fluctuations, unrelated to human activites"

Clearly we need more than truthful statements. The truths that are not told are just as important as the truths that are told. These are also truthful statements:

"George Bush said Iraq has attempted to purchase metal tubes suitable for nuclear weapons production however the International Atomic Energy Agency (IAEA) as well as dozens of leading scientists have recently declared the tubes unsuitable for nuclear weapons production."

"There is almost unanimous consensus among top scientists in the world that observed global warming trends are in part related to human activity. There is however a small group of scientists who beleive that global warming is just due to natural climatic fluctuations."


These are two different sets of statements. The second set of "truths" however provides a more complete analysis and thus allows more informed decision making and understanding of the world.

Tying this back to our newspaper and TV media, it is possible to have everyone involved telling the truth, and also have systemic distortions due to editorial decisions on what truths to leave out. This becomes a real problem when less than a dozen people/corporations with the same interests get to decide what facts 300 million people (North America) will and won't receive.

This came to mind because I was thinking about the role that the US media has played in the non-coverage of problems with the US Election, and I had a big ahaa moment. A few months ago I'd read a statement about the ideal role of journalism in society. It seemed like a good statement, which is why I remember it, but I didn't really appreciate it. Now I do a bit more. It was something like this:

Journalism provides the information that citizen's require in order to maintain their freedoms and fulfill their responsibilities.

Truth is neccessary but not sufficient.

(For a good laugh and a powerful demonstration of distortion through facts see this research on Dihydrogen Monoxide!)

Bill Hicks - Shrooms

I highly recommend downloading this clip, or anything from this stand up comic. Bill Hicks fucking rules. RIP

"But I've always found religion to be fascinating, ideas such as how people act on their beliefs: Pro-lifers murdering doctors. HHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH!! Pro-lifers murdering people!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! It's irony on the face level, but I like it. You know what I mean? It's real basic irony, but still you can get a hoot. It's a hoot! It's a fucking hoot! 'I'm pro-life, I'm gonna kill your ass!'

"That's what fundamentalism breeds, no irony. They take the word literally, you know. Fundamentalist, yeah. Well, once again, I recommend a healthy dose of psilocybin mushrooms.

"Three weeks ago, two of my friends and I went to a ranch in Fredericksburg, Texas, and took what Terrance Mckenna calls a 'heroic dose'. Five dried grams. Let me tell you, our third eye was squeegied quite cleanly.

"Wow!

"And I'm glad they're against the law. Do you know what happened when I took them? I lay in a field of green grass for four hours, going, 'my God, I love everything!' The heavens parted, God looked down and rained gifts of forgiveness onto my being, healing me on every level, psychicly, physically, emotionally. And I realized that our true nature is spirit not body, that we are eternal beings. God's love is unconditional and there's nothing we can ever do to change that. It is only our illusion that we are seperate from God or that we are alone. In fact, the reality is that we are one with God and He loves us.

"Now if that isn't a hazard to this country. You see my point? How are we going to build nuclear weapons? You know what I mean?? What's going to the arms industry when we realize we're all one? HAHAHAHAHAH!! It's going to fuck up the economy!! The economy that's fake anyway!!! HAHAHHAHAH!!! Which would be a real bummer....

"You can see why the government is cracking down ... on the idea of experiencing unconditional love. It's interesting that the two drugs that are legal, alcohol and cigarettes, the two drugs that do absolutely NOTHING for you, whatsoever. And drugs that grow naturally on this planet, drugs that open your eyes and make you realize that you are being FUCKED every day of your life, those drugs are against the law. WOW!! Coincidence?? I don't know... I'm sure their motives are pure.

'Isn't that great? Mushrooms grow on cow turds. I love that. I think that's why you giggle the first hour.
--'HAHAHAHAAHA!! This grew on COW TURDS!!! Heaven is in a COW'S BUTT!!! HAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHH!!! I know where heaven is!'
---'Where?'
---'IN A COW'S ASS!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAAH!!!'

"Oh my God! Lift me up out of this illusion, Lord. Heal my perception so that I may know only reality and only you. Stuff like that.

"'I took mushrooms and I went to AstroWorld and I had a really bad time!' You're a moron! They are sacred! Go to Nature!! Who wants to be on the Black Dragon, tripping? I would fucking be puking, man, about fifty yards with every hurl of the Black Dragon. Possessed Dragon.

"I just think it's interesting to see how people act on their beliefs. Cuz your beliefs are just that, they're nothing, they're just how you were taught and raised. That doesn't make them real. That's why I always recommend a psychedelic experience, cuz it does make you realize that everything you learned is in fact just learned and not necessarily true."

Matt Greoning's input:


The Take

The Take... Naomi Klein and Avi Lewis

Maybe it's the PMS talking, but I wanted to cry throughout that entire movie - either from joy or extreme sadness.. Oh Lord!!!

So basically, it's a movie about the economic crisis in Argentina, the corrupt shithead of a leader that they had and how the IMF screwed them over so badly that in some places the rate of unemployment was pushing 60%.

I really really recommend that all Vancouverites go see it THIS WEEK!! (I don't know if it's playing anywhere else, check your listing). I went to a presentation by these two Argentinian women last week. One of them had a speech and the other had a puppet show (a PUPPET SHOW!!!). It was extremely entertaining and incredibly informative. Unfortunately it was a one time deal, so all you suckers who missed out... you really missed out. But they were pimping this movie throughout the presentation (me thinks they had something to do with the production) and stressing that as many people as possible MUST see it THIS WEEK!!

"The corporation that has funded the film," she said with an eye roll, "is monitoring the attendance this week to determine if it shall continue to play in the theatres."

Of course, that's not a word for word quote, but that's basically what she said.

There's not much for me to say about the film. It was extremely powerful. I wish the workers who rose up against their shitty employers could have done so without having to experience the hardships that they did. I wish that their struggle could be made easier right now, because they are still fighting.

But most of all, I hope that thousands of people will see this film and get the same emotional response that I did. I hope that people in wealthy countries like Canada will realize that our economic stability is fragile. That working is life, not a way of life. And that people will find more interest in their lives, their politics (that rule their lives) and their families and friends. I guess that's one of the big reasons why I've been so excited about this site.

The amount of solidarity in this film just about killed me. I had a pang of jealousy while watching thousands of Argentinians marching and singing things like "MENEM SCREWED US OVER!!" (Menem was their corrupt leader...the fucking pig...no offense to pigs.) I wish wish WISH that Canadians could get together in such numbers. And we do! But there are far more people rolling their eyes at activists than there are supporters.

I used to think students who were socially active were such... students... I said they had "first-year syndrome". And here I am, in first year, fully sick with it. Okay, I get it. I repent. I 'm not ashamed! Hahahahaha.. it's late and i'm getting off track.

So in conclusion, get off your fucking ass and go see this film. And talk about this film!! TALK ABOUT THIS FILM!!!

The End.

What's Wrong with Kansas??

Many of us are scratching our heads after the US election and saying, as the Daily Mirror in the UK did, "How can 59million people be so dumb!?" In his book, "What's Wrong With Kansas?," Thomas Frank argues that the problem is that the Republican party is so smart. At the turn of the century, the Republican party dominated American politics. At that time, they were in bed with big business and people were getting super-rich - the "roaring twenties." Of course, plenty of people were getting poor.

After the depression, worker rights came to the forefront. The Democrats became the dominant party by focusing on economic and social policies that improved life for the working and middle classes. But now the Republicans are coming back. The Democrats have shifted their focus away from *economic class issues* - away from the working middle class - to the suburban & urban middle class. At the same time, the Republicans, already the party of big business, have created the myth of the "liberal elite." They are focused on *educational / moral class issues.* The Republicans have demonized "liberal elite" as the academics and journalists who are pro-gay marriage and pro-abortion. As a result, the Republicans have won the vote of the "moral majority" - the Christian Evangelicals and the rural / working class who prioritize "family values."

Now, the Republicans have both big business, and rural / working class voters on their side. Even visible minorities, traditionally Democratic supporters, are voting Republican because of that party's anti gay-marriage, pro-life stance. Sadly, the only vote the Democrats can count on is the suburban / urban middle class vote. If you look at the "political map" of the US election results, this reality is clear. The Democratic party must re-invent itself, otherwise the next 25 years may be dominated by the Republicans, as predicted by leading neo-conservative thinker Grover Norquist (President, Americans for Tax Reform).

linkypoos

Here is our ever-growing list of links: (you have any? email!)
All links open in new page!

Fark.com(wade through the bullshit and there can be some interesting articles)



Homestar Runner (WARNING! zero political/social commentary)

www.sorryeverybody.com
www.notsorryeverybody.com(rebuttal)

Big Bad Chinese Mama

Smile and Act Nice

bust mag rules

bitch mag rules too

Resist.ca

Creative Resistance

Wikipedia (a free encyclopedia)

Democracy Now

Planet Rising

New American Dream

Posted post-Nov.25

What will they think of next!

Anarchism.net

more BPP

After having sent a messege in response to the importance of your blog site. i saw this article online about the importance of blogs and how it is changing the way people receive their information. Again information is one of the key sources to keeping society free from oppression, so thanks.

party army alt media

1) NO FUN CITY
There's an interesting article in this week's Georgia Straight "Music Notes" about Wendy Thirteen, who books shows for "The Asbalt" at The Astoria (she booked shows for The Cobalt before it shut down). She is upset about the Vancouver Police Department talking to the owners of The Astoria, and telling them not to let Wendy Thirteen's Halloween event happen, because the band "Descention" - who played at the Main & 12th house wrecker party - were on the bill.

Check it out at http://straight.com/content.cfm?id=6191

2) THE NEW MEDIA
One possible result of Bushe's election victory is that mainstream news organizations, long accused of having a left-wing liberal bias (which is *very* debatable; while individual journalists may arguably have a mild left-wing bias, the corporations that own and run mainstream news organizations have a definite right-wing bias), may very likely start to incorporate more "morals / values / religious" stories. With 22% of voters citing "morals" as their main voting issue, the major networks and papers would be crazy not to make some changes.

3) NOW
For those with cable, I strongly suggest you check out "NOW" with Bill Moyers on PBS. You can catch it Fridays at 6pm on the Detroit station, Shaw Cable 43, or at 9pm on KCTS Seattle, Shaw Cable 27. Bill Moyers is one of the most respected left-leaning journalists, and this show is kick-ass. You'll get insight and analysis impossible to get on sound-bite driven commercial news-magazine shows. Bill Moyers is retiring in December, so check it out soon!

news links

the tyee
well balanced media coverage

the onion
fake news

cnn
fake news

hello somaawareness

first thank you for your decision to act upon an urge to change things in our world. second upon reading some of the comments, which slight your efforts to help, by providing a forum for change. I found some text which seemed an appropiate rebuttal to people who think that they know the only correct way for change. Quoted from The Huey P. Newton reader.

"There are additionally two principal methods by which corporate ideology comes to prevail in the larger political realm. In the first place, it does so through the corporate (and upper-class) control of the means of communication--and the means of production of ideas and ideology of its strength."

The use of all channels to help in the causes of the oppressed, is valiant and important. All voices shall be heard when we all cry out for change. This book and others like it can be found listed here
http://users.skynet.be/terrorism/html/usa_bpp.htm

For the second part of this letter carries over to the discussion of racism and oppression in general.
It is interesting how the word terrorism can be applied by anyone to what ever they feel. While the Black Panther Party was seen as terrorists to the United States gov. the U.S. gov. at the same time were terrorists to the african americans themselves. While if one investigates (actively searches for infomation, at such places as somaawareness) then through communication we can find out information leading to a larger truth of how our world works. Check out this web site also and search for more information, learn, speak and help our world change.
http://www.providence.edu/afro/students/panther/hamptonsr.html
Thankyou

BPP

a friend of mine got me interested in this... maybe you will be too

do your own research and don't swallow bullshit. criticize what you read, what you're told and what you learn.

The Black Panther Party has some pretty cool things to say. This website's history page is really interesting.

I don't really know anything about the group and their organization other than what I've found here, but I think it's worth reading about. Their ideas and mandates seem really obvious - concerning respect and understanding and eliminating oppression - but still they struggle.

women centre cuts

This is a starter essay. It is by no means complete. Any contribution is more than welcome. Contribute! Contribute! Contribute! I KNOW you have something to say!!

It is a widely known fact that history is created by the victors. When wars are waged, whether silent or apparent, cultures are destroyed, languages are lost and people are killed.

Because of patriarchy, women's lives have been excluded and ignored in historical references. Women's greatest accomplishments of the last century have been all but ignored in elementary and high school text books - the suffrage movement, roe v. wade, the abortion wagon, and numerous other successful organizations and movements that have transformed Canadian and American societies.

Because of this lack of common knowledge in the next generation, young women especially, we are in constant threat of losing our hard fought ground. In B.C. this year, the provincial government cut 100% of funding to all Women's Centres. These centres provide absolutely necessary services for women of all backgrounds.

The Philippine's Women Centre, for example, provides counselling and services for women who have moved to Canada through online programs that offer mail-order brides (though no longer operate under that title). These women are often subjected to intense abuse and sometimes torture. Just a few weeks ago, a man in the Okanagan killed himself after murdering his wife from Jamaica (who had arrived to Canada through a similar program) who he had kept locked in his basement. With their funding cut, centres like this are struggling to stay afloat and do not have to funds to provide services to the women who were lured into Canada with promises of a better, wealthier lifestyle.

If our society and culture taught its youth, and its adults, about the struggles for equal rights and the need for such services, the cuts would not have been tolerated.

Guerilla Awareness and the Delicate Art of Stickering


So: about three weeks ago, I got really fed up with seeing girls going into toilet stalls, noticing that there was a little bit of toilet paper or something in there, flushing, peeing and then flushing AGAIN. I understand that not everyone realizes that the average Canadian uses about 350L of water per day, and that each flush of the toilet uses between 10 and 20L. But still, it was just frustrating as hell for me, and since I wasn't interested in a face-to-face bathroom stall confrontation and / or catfight, I made some stickers. Given lack of visual art skills, they were simple, and just said: "Do you really need to flush? THINK about the water you use each day"

Obviously, this should be practiced within reason, cause no one wants to be the victim of the world's scariest moment, when you're at someone's house and the toilet water starts coming...up. But the point was really just about what the sticker said: to get people to THINK about it. Not just toilets. What about showering, and washing dishes and cars, and every other luxury that we tend to take for granted? Personally, I'm willing to withstand the aesthetic discomfort of seeing someone else's paper n' piss in the toilet bowl, once I consider what a scarily large number of the world's population doesn't even have access to clean water and proper sanitation.

So: The stickers went up and I waited, like the Ghandarvas, for something to happen. Soon afterwards, interesting written comments appeared on the bottoms of the stickers that hadn't just been immediately ripped off by those angry at being confronted in such a private place.

What I noticed about the majority of responses were that they were just that: immediate responses. Can you guess? "THINK about the trees you cut down to make these stickers, ASSHOLE!” (nice touch) Now, I got no hate 'on for trees, either. But that's besides the point. What I think is hilarious, or scary, depending on how you look at it, is the fact that these comments were just reactionary. They were simply an immediate response, framed in the most convenient way possible. What worries me is that I have a funny feeling these people care just as little about trees as they do about water use.

To me, retaliating like that seems to be more a kind of self-defense mechanism than anything else. The problem is that this involves no act of thought on their part, it's merely a pre-programmed response, a way to redirect the blame and facilitate a nice sigh of relief. This wasn’t about telling people what they should or should not do, but I do have faith that our species can reevaluate our values and evolve the way we view the resources we have left. And that involves thinking about what we currently consume on a daily basis. And wasn't that the whole point of the exercise??

How's this for Brave New World??

Frankenfoods... freaky shit....

(I wish I could say something myself, but I can't cuz I have to pee too badly right now.)

here's a link



Brave New World

Brave New World is a novel by Aldous Huxley about a utopian society in which the entire population is bred through machines and in test tubes. It is a extremely heirarchal society, one in which the class position of every individual is determined from "conception".

Consumerism is high in the population of those in Brave New World. There are no intimate relationships and everyone is sedated by giant movie theatres and a designer drug, called soma.

For a more in-depth discussion on the themes and meaning in Brave New World, check out our favourite resource site: Spark Notes!

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stolen from my text book... all rights reserved... totally

"Sexual Terrorism"
Carole J. Sheffield

The right of men to control the female body is a cornerstone of patriarchy. It is expressed by their efforts to control pregnancy and childbirth and to define female health care in general. Male opposition to abortion is rooted in opposition to female autonomy. Violence and the threat of violence against females represent the need of patriarchy to deny that a woman’s body is her own property ant that no one should have access to it without her consent. Violence and its corollary, fear, serve to terrorize females and to maintain the patriarchal definition of woman’s place.

The word terrorism invokes images of furtive organizations of the far right or left, whose members blow up buildings and cars, hijack airplanes, and murder innocent people in some country other than ours. But there is different kind of terrorism, one that so pervades our culture that we have learned to live with it as though it were the naturally order of things. Its targets are females – of all ages, races, and classes. It is the common characteristic of rape, wife battery, incest, pornography, harassment, and all forms of sexual violence. I call it sexual terrorism because it is a system by which males frighten and, by frightening, control and dominate females.

The concept of terrorism captured my attention in an “ordinary” event. One afternoon I collected my laundry and went to a nearby Laundromat. The place is located in a small shopping center on a very busy highway. After I had loaded and started the machines, I became acutely aware of my environment. It was just after 6:00pm and dark; the other stores were closed; the Laundromat was brightly lit; and my car was the only one in the lot. Anyone passing by could readily see that I was along and isolated. Knowing that rape is a crime of opportunity, I became terrified. I wanted to leave and find a Laundromat that was busier, but my clothes were well into the wash cycle, and besides, I felt I was being “silly”, “paranoid.” The feeling of terror persisted, so I sat in my car, windows up, and doors locked. When the wash was completed, I dashed in, threw the clothes into the dryer, and ran back out to my car. When the clothes were dry, I tossed them recklessly into the basket and hurriedly drove away to fold them in the security of my home.

Although I was not victimized in a direct, physical way or by objective or measurable standards, I felt victimized. It was, for me, a terrifying experience. I felt controlled by an invisible force. I was angry that something as commonplace as doing laundry after a day’s work jeopardized my well-being. Mostly I was angry at being unfree: a hostage of a culture that, for the most part, encourages violence against females, instructs men in the methodology of sexual violence, and provides them with ready justification for their violence. I was angry that I could be victimized by being “in the wrong place at the wrong time.” The essence of terrorism is that one never knows when is the wrong time and where is the wrong place.

Following my experience at the Laundromat, I talked with my students about terrorization. Women students began to open up and reveal terrors that they had kept secret because of embarrassment: fears of jogging alone, dining alone, going to the movies alone. One woman recalled feelings of terror in her adolescence when she did child care for extra money. Nothing had ever happened and she had no been afraid of anyone in particular, but she had felt a vague terror when being driven home late at night by the man of the house.

The men listened incredulously and then demanded equal time. The harder they tried the more they realized how very different – qualitatively, quantitatively, and contextually – their fears were. All agreed that, while they experience fear in a violent society, they did not experience terror; nor did they experience fear of rape or sexual mutilation. They felt more in control, either from a psychophysical sense of security that they could defend themselves or from a confidence in being able to determine wrong places and times. All the women admitted fear and anxiety when walking to their cars on campus, especially after an evening class or activity. None of the men experience fear on campus at any time. The men could be rather specific in describing when they were afraid: in Harlem, for example, or in certain parts of downtown Paterson, New Jersey – the places that have a reputation for violence. But these places could either be avoided or, if not, the men felt capable of self-protective action. Above all, male students said that they never feared being attacked simply because they were male. They never feared going to a movie or to dinner alone. Their daily activities were not characterized by a concern for their physical integrity.

As I read the literature on terrorism it became clear that both sexual violence and nonviolent sexual intimidation could be better understood as terrorism. For example, although an act of rape, an unnecessary hysterectomy, and the publishing of Playboy magazine appear to be quite different, they are in fact more similar than dissimilar. Each is based on fear, hostility, and a need to dominate women. Rape is an act of aggression and possession, not of sexuality. Unnecessary hysterectomies are extraordinary abuses of power rooted in man’s concept of woman as primarily a reproductive being and in his need to assert power over reproduction. Playboy, like all forms of pornography, attempts to control women through the power of definition. Male pornographers define women’s sexuality for their male customers. The basis of pornography is men’s fantasies about women’s sexuality.

Components of Sexual Terrorism

The literature on terrorism does not provide a precise definition. Mine is take from Hacker, who says that “terrorism aims to frighten, and by frightening, to dominate and control.” Writers agree more readily on the characteristics and functions of terrorism than on a definition. This analysis will focus on five components to illuminate the similarities of and distinctions between sexual terrorism and political terrorism. The first components are: ideology, propaganda, indiscriminate and amoral violence, voluntary compliance, and society’s perception of the terrorist and the terrorized.

An ideology is an integrated set of beliefs about the world that explain the way things are and provides a vision of how they ought to be. Patriarchy, meaning the” rule of the fathers,” is the ideological foundation of sexism in our society. It asserts the superiority of males and the inferiority of females. It also provides the rationale for sexual terrorism. The taproot of patriarchy is the masculine/warrior ideal. Masculinity must include not only a proclivity for violence but also all those characteristics necessary for survival: aggression, control, emotional reserve, rationality, sexual potency, etc. Marc Feigen Fasteau, in The Male Machine, argues that “men are brought up with the idea that there ought to be some part of them, under control until released by necessity, that thrives on violence. This capacity, even affinity, for violence, lurking beneath the surface of every real man, is supposed to represent the primal untamed base of masculinity.”

Propaganda is the methodical dissemination of information for the purpose of promoting a particular ideology. Propaganda, by definition, is biased or even false information. Its purpose is to present one point of view on a subject and discredit opposing points of view. Propaganda is essential to the conduct of terrorism. According to Francis Watson, in Political Terrorism: The Threat and the Response, “Terrorism must not be defined only in terms of violence, but also in terms of propaganda. The two are in operation together, tempting to influence the thinking and actions of people. Propaganda is a persuasive means for doing the same thing.” The propaganda of sexual terrorism is found in all expressions of the popular culture: films, television, music, literature, advertising, pornography. The propaganda of sexual terrorism is also found in the ideas of patriarchy expressed in science, medicine, and psychology.

The third component, which is common to all forms of political terrorism, consists of “indiscriminateness, unpredictability, arbitrariness, ruthless destructiveness and amorality.” Indiscriminate violence and amorality are also at the heart of sexual terrorism. Every female is a potential target of violence – at any age, at any time, in any place. In her study of rape, Susan Brownmiller argues that rape is “no more or less than a conscious process of intimidation by which all men keep all women in a state of fear.” Further, as we shall see, amorality pervades sexual violence. Child molesters, incestuous fathers, wife beaters, and rapists often do not understand that they have done anything wrong. Their views are routinely shared by police officers, lawyers, and judges, and crimes of sexual violence are rarely punished in American society.

The fourth component of the theory of terrorism is “voluntary compliance.” The institutionalization of a system of terror requires the development of mechanisms other than sustained violence to achieve its goals. Violence must be employed to maintain terrorism, but sustained violence can be costly and debilitating. Therefore, strategies for ensuring a significant degree of voluntary compliance must be developed. Sexual terrorism is maintained to a great extent by an elaborate system of sex-role socialization that in effect instructs men to be terrorists in the name of masculinity and women to be victims in the name of femininity.
Sexual and political terrorism differ in the final component, perception of the terrorist and the victim. In political terrorism we know who is the terrorist and who is the victim. We may condemn or condone the terrorist depending on our political views, but we sympathize with the victim. In sexual terrorism, however, we blame the victim and excuse the offender. We believe that the offender either is “sick” and therefore in need of our compassion or is acting out normal male impulses…

Conclusion

Sexual terrorism is a system that functions to maintain male supremacy through actual and implied violence. Violence against the female body (rape, battery, incest, and harassment) and the perpetuation of fear of violence form the basis of patriarchal power. Both violence and fear are functional. Without the power to intimidate and to punish, the domination of women in all spheres of society – political, social, and economic – could not exist.

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Why Women’s Only Spaces should include Male-to-Female Transsexuals.

“One is not born a woman. One becomes one.”
-Simone de Beauvoir


Women are everywhere. We are in the governments and we are in the streets. We are driving cars and we are driving wheelchairs. We are rich and we are poor. We are Right wing and we are Left wing. We are pregnant and we are menopausal. We have lost children and we are children. We are nurses and we are patients. We are English-speaking and Spanish-speaking and Punjabi-speaking and Every-Other-Language-speaking and some of us cannot speak at all. We have had hysterectomies and we are menstruating. We are millionaires and we are cleaning staff. We are performers and we are in the audience. We are raped and we are murderers.

Women are indefinable.

It is my purpose in this essay to show that the inclusion of all women in women’s only spaces, including post-operative, male-to-female transsexuals, is imperative to our fight for equality.
Women need safe spaces to converse, work and heal. While working at a Women’s Shelter in the Downtown Eastside in Vancouver, this need was made very clear to me. Most of the women who stayed at the shelter were sex trade workers and lived in what was nothing short of a battle field. They were constantly aware of their own vulnerability on the street, and several times a resident would come into the shelter with a swollen face or another sign of brutal physical violence. Our society supports and reiterates violence towards women. The double standards with which we are all familiar, stud v. slut, driven v. bitchy, ill v. hysterical, reflect and perpetuate our society’s misogyny. Until we have an egalitarian society (and believe me, we are a long way off), women will need safe spaces. Who decides who is allowed into those spaces? Why have transsexuals, who identify as women, who have had sex reassignment surgery, and who are legally recognized as females, been rejected from Women’s Only spaces?

In short, the answer is fear. Women live in fear and we do not want our safe spaces infiltrated by people who may harm us. There are a variety of reasons to fear male-to-female transsexuals. Some people believe that they are deviants of nature, much how homosexuals were once popularly considered.

In recent years, scientific research has been conducted to try to determine if people of various sexes, sexual orientation and/or sexual identity have differing brain structures. It is important to understand the differences of these three listed sex-related varieties. Sex is the biological identity of a person, unlike gender, which is socially constructed knowledge of behaviour, expectations and limitations. Sexual orientation is determined by the individual and represents to whom one is attracted sexually and emotionally. Sexual identity is what we are focusing on, and represents in which gender or genders the individual feels most comfortable. The hypothalamus, a part of the brain that has been determined to drive sexual instinct in mammals, tends to be smaller in gay men then in straight men. The hypothalamus of transsexual Male-to-Females (MtF) more closely resembles that of a woman than that of a heterosexual man (Lippa 2002). There have been some hypotheses written about this phenomenon.

“Biological theories propose that males and females follow different paths of fetal development, and they experience different levels of sex hormones at critical stages of development… [This variation may] lead to different brain structures and patterns of brain functioning in the two sexes… Individual differences in masculinity and femininity may depend on variations of exposure to prenatal sex hormones and on variations in the ways in which male and female fetuses develop (Lippa 2002).”

There have been personal accounts of transsexuals, regarding this hypothesis, that are very positive. Many transsexuals, led to believe that they are immoral and deviant, find an amount of consolation in this explanation, as it shows that their differences are not their fault and have been “intended by nature” (Darke & Cope 2002).

These findings are meant to be taken with a grain of salt. “[F]eminist scholars are suspicious of research on sex differences, for they suspect that research on sex differences may serve to legitimize sexist beliefs and to reinforce pernicious stereotypes about men and women (Lippa 2002).” These suspicions are often justified.

Because of pressure from queer and feminist groups, the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders of the American Psychiatric Association (DSM) removed homosexuality from its list of mental disorders in 1973(Rubinstein 1995). This represented an important shift in the common ideology that homosexuality is wrong and abnormal. Although this elimination has been a victory for queer and feminist groups, the fact that identifying with the opposite gender is still listed under the “Sexual and Gender Identity Disorders” section in the DSM (Bernstein 2003) is proof that we have a long way to go.

Transsexuals are not deviants of nature; they are deviants of a society, the foundation of which rests upon a binary structure of the sexes. Our society tells us that there are only two sexes: male and female. The binary is reflected in our choice of washrooms, with their pants-wearing male and their dress-wearing female signs; in our government’s need to know our sex for identification; in our lives from the moment of birth when the doctor shouts, “It’s a boy!” or “It’s a girl!” This homogeneity of our world creates confusion and sadness for more than just those who, during fetal development, got the “wrong” hormone wash; it creates a society where any differences from the ideal are punished. Because it is a patriarchal society, women and those who do not fit into the ideal man category are punished more severely. In a sense, all women are deviants of our binary categories.

“One study of mental-health professionals’ attitudes found that when they were asked to list the traits of a healthy adult, a healthy man and a healthy woman, they equated traits listed for males with those for healthy adults; but the traits for a “healthy” woman differed from and often contradicted those for a healthy adult (Alpern 1992).”

Many women fear MtFs in their spaces because they believe that the individuals were socialized as boys and therefore cannot stand to be excluded from a privilege. Karla Mantilla states: “In truth, radical feminists are among the only ones arguing that being a man or woman is a matter of profound socialization (Mantilla 2000).” This “Men in Ewe’s clothing” theory is ignorant and cruel and can cause severe repercussions for MtFs in need of the support and safe spaces offered by women’s only organizations. Indeed transsexuals experience multiple layers of discrimination. It may be difficult to get a job, because employers like to know if they are speaking to a “he” or a “she”. They may be rejected from their families, who may not understand their transition. They are subject to violence, hatred, and a sense of isolation (Cross 2001, Chase 1998, Zander 2003). Kimberly Nixon, a post-operative male-to-female, had a transgendered friend who had experienced a string of abusive relationships and killed herself when she felt that she could not reach out to a battered women’s support organization. She felt as though she would have been rejected because she was not physically female. One of the most difficult hurdles to overcome when dealing with abuse is reaching out for help. This woman felt she could not (Cross 2001).

Kimberly Nixon has now become a social activist for transsexual rights. In 1995, she was denied a volunteer position at the Vancouver Rape Relief and Crisis Centre because she used to be biologically male (Cross 2002). The theory that she was socialized as a boy and therefore expects all the privileges of them is hurtful to her.

“Women need a safe place to heal from violence and women are their own best experts on their experience. Women deserve to have their history respected and because of the perception that I might once have been male (it hurts to say that because I never identified as one), some groups think that gives them reason to exclude trans women because we might once have had privilege. But if that were the case, I would have given that up in a heartbeat because I never identified with being a male (Cross 2002).”

Those born with ambiguous genitals and who, as infants, were subject to sex assignment surgery without their consent or knowledge also express the pain associated with being rejected from the feminist community. In her article, “Hermaphrodites with Attitude,” Cheryl Chase writes:

“I had come to identify myself as lesbian, at a time when lesbianism and a biologically based gender essentialism were virtually synonymous: men we rapists who caused war and environmental destruction; women were good and would heal the earth; lesbians were a superior form of being uncontaminated by “men’s energy.” In such a world, how could I tell anyone that I had actually possessed the dreaded “phallus”? I was no longer a woman in my own eyes but rather a monstrous and mythical creature… Nearly fifteen years later, I suffered an emotional meltdown… Increasingly desperate, I confided my story to several friends, who shrank away in embarrassed silence. I was in emotional agony, feeling utterly alone, seeing no possible way out. I decided to kill myself…I knew only that I felt mutilated, not fully human, but that I was determined to heal. I struggled for weeks in emotional chaos, unable to eat or sleep or work. I could not accept my image of a hermaphroditic body any more that I could accept the butchered one the surgeons left me with. I could not accept that it was just or right or good to treat any person as I had been treated – my sex changed, my genitals cut up, my experience silenced and rendered invisible (Chase 1998).”

Male-to-female transsexuals are not socialized as boys. They are socialized as boys feeling wrong and unnatural. “People who are socialized tran – that is, grow up constantly aware they are in the wrong body – are more like people with multiple sets of discrimination (Nolen 2000). They are often mistaken for gays, and suffer the negative consequences of violence, threatened violence and discrimination (Cross 2001, Chase 1998).

Another fear that women’s organizations have towards admitting MtFs as staff, is that, especially in crisis centres, a client would feel threatened by a worker who had once been male (“Feminists protect…” 2000). Essentially, these spaces are for the victims of abuse and for those who need the services. The logic behind this reasoning is based on putting the victims’ needs first. Though this fear has validity, it does not allow for the maximum of women being represented in these organizations. For instance, a Jewish woman who has suffered abuse and is reaching out may feel most comfortable speaking with another Jewish woman. If transsexuals are being represented in women’s only places, then other transsexuals will likely too feel more comfortable. The most important thing in crisis centres is to inform the clients of their options. If a woman is told that she may be connected with a worker who was once biologically male, and that she has the option to say no, this fear is no longer an issue.

Human beings are a storytelling race. We use our ability to make language to convey meaning to otherwise abstract noises and symbols. One of the most intricate ways that patriarchy has managed to oppress women and other marginalized groups is that of labeling and stereotyping. For example, if an outspoken woman is to be silenced, she can be called a “lesbian”. This term carries more than just a homosexual reference because a woman cannot disprove that she is a lesbian, because “lesbians look like all women and all women look like lesbians (Pharr n/a).” The label of a lesbian, whether true or not, can be debilitating for women. Open and out lesbians have a harder time finding jobs, may be rejected from families, may lose their children in divorce settlements, may lose the privileges and protection offered exclusively by the government for heterosexuals (such as marriage rights), are more likely targets for hate and attack, and may develop psychological damage from living in such a world where they are not accepted (Pharr n/a).

Language can be used to breed hatred, violence, and fear. Language defines our thoughts and enables us to communicate, but terms are essentially exclusionary. The word “woman” is used to group together a series of individuals who have all had different and extremely varying experiences. Women can not be defined by their belief systems, their values or their sexual identity just as they can not be defined by their possession of a uterus. What must be discussed is who has the power to name and therefore define women. The feminine word, “woman”, is a derivative of “man”, a masculine word, as are indeed many words that apply to women: female, princess, actress, she, and so on. But many women do not feel as though there is any “man” inside of them. Feminist critics started fighting for a change in language, which is causing a lot of disturbance for those in power. Anti-racist groups have also taken on the fight of eliminating derogatory language from formal documents and informal speech. This is an extremely difficult fight for it is not the words that are the problem, but the abstract representations that that words depict. The groups who define those terms are benefiting by their use. Terms that hurt and separate us are essentially harmful for our battle towards an egalitarian society. The only way that “women” will include all women is if we trust and believe one another.

That is not the end of the lists of fears. Possibly the greatest fear for all women, indeed all people, is that of the unknown. There are not very many transsexuals in the world. They are statistically abnormal. In fact that is one of the reasons for their inclusion in the DSM (Bernstein 2003). I am taking a course called “Women and Health” at Langara College and in our excellent text book, which criticizes the sexist, racist and classist beliefs of the whole medical institution, not one section is dedicated to transsexuals. They are invisible in this text. They are also invisible in the book, “The New Our Bodies, Ourselves,” a popular text which guides women and informs them of women’s medical history and choices in North America. By excluding trans women from women only spaces, we are all contributing to the increasing invisibility, fear and discrimination of transsexual people.

What we must realize is that we are all fighting the same fight. We are all oppressed by the same powers. Even if we are simultaneously benefiting from those powers, we are starving ourselves of the full range of diversity offered in human lives. Women need a safe place. Transsexuals need a safe place. People of colour, lesbians, gays, the elderly, the poor, and every marginalized group need a safe place. If our safe spaces overlap, we can start dialogue, discover what it is that is oppressing us and come out with new strategies and the closer bond necessary for challenging every level of oppression, discrimination, intolerance and hatred. Transsexuals are statistically low, a fact that makes it difficult for them to group together. Women only organizations must include male-to-females in their spaces.

“If you have come here to help me, you are wasting your time. But if you have come because your liberation is bound up with mine, then let us work together.”
-Lilla Watson


Friday, November 12, 2004

On getting shot down and networking strangers

I'd like to say a few things about strangers. First of all, strangers rule. You can have the most amazing conversations with complete strangers if you just break down that fragile wall built around yourself when out in public.

A few weeks ago, my friend, and partner-in-crime, got on a late bus all by her lonesome and sat down near the back, close to this scruffy lookin' older dude. As she sat down, he said something to her and she ignored him. After a couple of stops, she realized that he had said "Good Evening" and that her emotionally-shut-down city attitude was showing, and so she asked, "did you just say good evening to me?"

This sparked an incredibly interesting conversation with this man. I won't go into the details of his life because it's not really my place, but he was cool and you'll just have to take my word for it.

This incident caused her to make a t-shirt that reads "i [heart] strangers" . I think that's pretty cool, and I agree. I love strangers too.

But strangers can also be complete assholes. We've all experienced being cut off in the street, had our feet stepped on with no apology, been shoved around the bus. I've had complete strangers yell at me about my tattoo and storm off(which is small, black and on my shoulder). "WHY WOULD YOU GET JUST A LINE?!" (it's a line).

And strangers can be really inspirational. I've been pimping this website with all my energy this week - stickering busses with handmade stickers because I can't afford to get them printed, handing out photocopied flyers that I made at my dad's office all sneaky-like (go connections go!) and telling anyone who will listen about what we're doing.

Yesterday, I was on a busy b-line trying to pluck up my courage to get out a sticker. I'm afraid of confrontation, you see. But I put one up, and this older dude sitting next to me with like 10 poppies on his shoulder watched me and then looked out the window. I thought he was being disapproving and I was preparing myself for defense, but when he got up to get off he pointed to the sticker and said, "that's really cool." I basically wanted to kiss him.

But then when I got home, I read the comments people have left up and my bubble burst entirely. I had spent most of the afternoon at a friend's house discussing the situation in the downtown eastside, especially the pregnant women who are using drugs. We're doing a project in school about the organization Sheway, which helps these women learn parenting skills, get off their drugs and keep their babies. Both of us have spent time working in the area (she a considerably bit longer than me), and we had been exchanging stories for the last three hours.

So strangers can also be assholes. Strangers have the power to remind me that there are a lot of ignorant and mean people in the world. There are a lot of people whose first reaction to any information that shakes their world is to retaliate. Thinking about these poor women whose lives are ruined, who have no reason to wake up in the morning, who get raped on a semi-regular basis; and then thinking about those who believe it is their fault they live down there, and that our system of power has nothing to do with the abuse they have suffered, make me want to give up all hope.

But it is people like that old guy on the bus, who said that he liked my sticker, and people like this Kwantlen instructor who I spoke to on the street today about our project, who took my flyers and said he would tell his class about us, and old friends and new friends who love the idea and are working on things to write that make me get back my hope with an entirely new energy.

So for the negative people out there, I hope you figure things out. And for those who care, who smile at strangers on the street, pet wiggling puppies and stinky old dogs alike, and give out halloween candy to kids (not the poisoned kind, mind you), you fucking rule.

This site is for you.

Friday, November 05, 2004

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The term "Soma" comes from Brave New World, Aldous Huxley's chilling utopian story. "Everybody's happy nowadays." Everybody is taking soma.

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